crazy weekends and more ahead~

things i am panicking over - 1. the groom does not have matching shoes, 2. the makeup artiste may not know how i want my hair done, 3. all the colours in the function room may not match up.. ok there are probably one million other things i am fretting over.

i dunno why. i have been very jumpy and temperamental for the past 2 weeks. :( it is not a good feeling and i dun like it.

now i understand wat it means when ppl say, "i am too tired to be feeling excited".

maybe it's jus me. i make everything look so simple. but when i actually start to do it.. it is far from wat it seems.. and i dun take such things well.

i shud be feeling excited. but somehow my spirits are dampened. it is absolutely not how i envisioned it to be. very depressing.

my girlies and i are gonna be putting up at Hotel XXXXX this weekend and i dun have half the things i need for the party. :(

another grp of pals want to do Zouk this Friday.. and suddenly i am so not in the mood for club. i dun want to feel like that but i can't control it.

i find myself feeling a bit like Carrie in Sex and the city.

all i wanted was to snuggle up on the couch with *him* every weekend.. fall asleep by *his* side every night.. watch *him* eat my less-than-delicious cooking like a hungry solider.. and live like the happiest girl alive.

how did things boil down to such technicality it is now?

i am so not the happiest girl right now. :(

quick quick quick.. i have a lot of updates!!

From my post dated Aug 13:
1. Alter my white dress - and i dun realli kno if the tailor can do wat needs to be done.. - DONE! Collecting it on Friday!
2. Wedding bands - The one I wanted does not come in my ring size and there's no time to make one cuz we are running out of time. So I need to go and pick out a new one. It is no easy feat, i tell u!! - DONE! Collecting them this weekend!
3. Buy his shirt - this totally slipped my mind.. we have to go shopping this weekend! - Almost done! We bought the shirt over the weekend and just need to make a trip to the tailor's to get the shirt slightly adjusted. Hopefully will be ready by this Friday too!
4. DIY decorations for my ROM venue - have to go DAISO to get stuff.. they've got amazing stuff there! - Going to make the trip with my sister and 3sa this Sunday.. hope to clear everything that day!
5. Confirm the type of flowers we're gonna use for venue + hand bouquet + posies - Now that the colour of his shirt has changed.. so has the theme! I'll have to call the florist to discuss again!

I am quite proud of myself! I got most of the things done within less than a week! I think listing down things to be done is realli effective.. at least for me!

so now we are officially into the 3rd last week of my singlehood. and counting down 20 days to my ROM.. *gasps* too fast too fast!! i am (surprisingly!) suddenly getting cold feet. considering i am so looking forward to getting hitched.. it is kinda unexpected for me to have such feelings, even for myself. but they are not so much of whether he is realli the one? or am i doing the right thing? but more of like, am i suited for marriage? am i realli ready to be someone's wife? these thots crossed my mind yesterday when we were cruising in the car.. and he was blabbering some non-significant stuff next to me.. and my mind jus started wandering at the sound of his voice.. even things like whether i was going to be ok listening to this voice for the next 50 years of my life crossed my mind.. but of cuz.. as of now, i am not tired of it yet.. and i doubt i will tire of it in the near future too. :)

hopefully these jitters will go away soon and i can be more excited than nervous when the day comes.. for now i am jus looking forward to my bachelorette party next weekend..

I AM CERTAIN IT IS GOING TO BE A BLAST! :D

I cud not wake up.

i took a quick shut-eye in the office's board room today as i was in desperate need of sleep.. i was aiming for no more than 10 min.. so i shut the room's door and propped myself up on one of the chairs and slept away.. i fell into deep sleep after barely 5 minutes.

i am a light sleeper, as most kno, so i was confident i wud hear footsteps if someone did approach the board room. and surely, i did. and not only did i hear footsteps, i heard voices.. and laughters.. a group was walking towards the board room! i've got to wake up now now now!

thing is.. i cud not.. i tried to force myself to move.. but i cud not.. the footsteps were getting louder.. and the voices appearing nearer.. no wait.. the voices appear to be around me now.. BUT I CUD NOT SNAP OUT OF MY NAP.

when i finally did wake up, the room was empty, all was quiet..

did i hear those footsteps or not? did those ppl come in and left? or were "they" in the room with me all the time? was i only dreaming?

guess i'll never know. but one thing i kno, i am going to 拜拜 this weekend.

Something amazing happened to Ms. Tham on August 11!

Congratulations to Ms. Tham and Mr. Seah!! I dunno why but I am exceptionally happy to hear news such as this!

I've taken a peek at Mr. Seah's blog and read abt his blog posts abt u... so darn sweet!! Ms. Tham just might hav found THE ONE!

Ms. Tham.. am waiting for your updates ar... DUN YOU DARE MISS OUT ON ANY SINGLE DETAIL!!!! :D

Fann-Fair Wong

It's not just us, regular folks, who have this problem ok.. The apparently-internationally-reknowned actress also has the same problem!The too-fair-for-your-skintone-makeup look!

or perhaps that's just how thick her make-up is.

see, without photoshop, she looks just like you and me. i suspect some of us look better, even. *heh!*

The One About The Laser Op

*he* went for a laser surgery last friday for a recurring pain in his shoulder due to the weekly badminton games he plays. perhaps he did not know it wud turn out to be quite a major op so he said he wud check himself in, go for the 45-min op and take a cab home - all on his own.

but u know, being the worry-wart i am.. i can nv be at ease abt such things. so i dropped by the hospital during lunch that day to see if i can give him a bit of moral support.. just in case he got last minute cold feet! (which turned out - he did!) but as typical as he can be.. he was late for the 2-hour-before-op check-in time and i ended up sitting at the hospital ward waiting for him for 45 minute before i had to head back to office. and i didn't even get to see him!

when he finally reached the hospital, i was oredi back in office and he called to tell me that he reached oredi. i sneakily asked, "so u checked into ward 4131, right? Class A ward ar... shiok.."

he - "How u kno???"

me - "I was there jus now la.. u said you'll be there by 12pm wat.."

he - "Oh! No wonder the nurse told me I had visitors even before i check-in! Sorry sorry.. i was late la!"

and then the phone call ended abruptly as the nurses came to get him ready and wheeled him into the OT.

right after work i headed down to the hospital and sat in his ward waiting for abt 2 hours. i was thinking to my self.. "so much for the 45-min op.. it is now more than 4 hours oredi.."

then at abt 6.30pm.. 2 nurses finally wheeled him back.. i guess it was the effect of the general anaesthesia.. he looked so limp and listless on the stretcher.. it pained me a little to see him look so vulnerable.. i have nv seen him like that before.. tears welled up in my eyes a little la.. u kno, i am such a crybaby!

when he was turned in my direction, he smiled weakly but sincerely at me. i smiled back at him and waited for the nurses to settle him down on his bed. his right shoulder was heavily padded and covered with a shoulder guard that prevents his whole right arm from any movement. i cud only imagine the pain he was in.

when the nurses left, he spoke to me briefly abt the op, abt how the Anaestatist was late for over an hour, hence the delay. but the effects of the anaesthesia had not worn out and so he slurred slightly in his speech. he looked rather terrible so i told him to go to bed. but as he had fasted the whole day for the op, he was too hungry to sleep. i went to get some porridge from the nurses and after feeding him the porridge, he went to sleep like a baby.

i quickly gathered my stuff and headed home for a quick wash up so that i can come back and accompany him for the night. doc had said that he will need to stay one night for observation to prevent inflamation and also to let the wound subside a bit before going home.

when i came back, i bought some more food as i was afraid he wud be hungry when he woke in the middle of the night. i dunno abt others but if i were in a hospital, i wud be pretty afraid to be alone and wud be realli terrified of being in the lonely ward. so i tried to return before he woke up so he won't feel so lonely.

but when i opened the door, his eyes were wide open and darted from the tv to me. he said he woke up once i left the room. :S

and as my intuition told me, he was HUNGRY. so we dug into the early supper (it was only 10pm) and watched Olympics tgt. Throughout the night, he could not sleep as his sleeping postures were restricted and his wound hurt a little. on top of which, he was on the glucose drip and had to pee quite often. i did not sleep much but whatever little bit that i did get, were quality sleep.

he was discharged the next morning and we basically spent the weekend at home, watching more Olympics and changing the ice pads for his wound.

looks like we both belittled the impact of the "minor" op. another weekend gone by without accomplishing the things we had in mind for our ROM preparations.

counting down 3 weekends to our ROM.. how ar.. dunno will have time to finish up everything not.... and wat if his wound does not recover in time?? :(

keep ur fingers crossed for me, wun u?

Big Fat F. YEAH!!!

Failed my 1st attempt at the Practical Test for Driving (Auto-transmission).

the emotions rushing thru me now:

1. Embarrassed abt failing cuz i am learning to drive an auto-transmission car. it is often assumed that it is easier to pass an auto-transmission driving test but truth be told - it is realli an urban legend as the instructors told me that auto-transmission driving tests have a higher failure rate than manual-transmission driving tests at SSDC. undeniably, an auto car is way easier to drive compared to a manual car and because of that, testees r expected to drive an auto car flawlessly during the test and testers will fault you for ANY tiny mistake that you make, as compared to a manual-transmission driving test, where they will close a blind eye to the tiny mistakes that you may commit.

*the above paragraph is not an excuse for my failing!

2. Disappointed that I could not clear my driving once and for all.

3. Heartache about the money I paid for the stupid test. And that i have to pay another sum for re-test.

4. Upset that this is a Friday and I'm gonna be feeling lousy the whole eff-ing day.

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Good news tho - managed to book the venue for my ROM.. and mind u, not one, but TWO! so now I have 2 venues to choose from..

Guess all my good luck was used up in this venue-booking thing.

But i think i would rather fail my test and have a venue for my ROM than pass my test and not have a venue for my ROM!

Positive-thinking.. POSITIVE-THINKING!!!

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

32 days to my ROM! *panics!*

things i still have to do:
1. Alter my white dress - and i dun realli kno if the tailor can do wat needs to be done..
2. Wedding bands - The one I wanted does not come in my ring size and there's no time to make one cuz we are running out of time. So I need to go and pick out a new one. It is no easy feat, i tell u!!
3. Buy his shirt - this totally slipped my mind.. we have to go shopping this weekend!
4. DIY decorations for my ROM venue - have to go DAISO to get stuff.. they've got amazing stuff there!
5. Confirm the type of flowers we're gonna use for venue + hand bouquet + posies

i kno all these things sound so easy to settle but it realli isn't so.. each is time-consuming and gonna take a lot of travelling ard. and having to work from monday to friday leaves me time only on weekends. so technically i have abt 4 more weekends i.e. 8 days to finish up all of the above.

just when i thot i have got everything covered.. these little easy-to-overlook things pop up one by one and i am slowly feeling the pressure.

yday i finally dragged my lazy ass to meet my solemnizer at Toa Payoh where he attends the "Meet The People" Session. Yes my solemnizer is a member of parliament in the Toa Payoh GRC. I had to meet him so that he can sign the consent form to be our solemnizer at our ROM and I will need to furnish this form to the authorities for their filing/administration purpose when we pick up our marriage cert 3 days prior to the actual ROM.

Turns out he does not sound as blur as he does on the phone but definitely more fatherly than i thot him to be. He was very detailed in explaining the procedure to me and in the things that I needed to know.

And i have to add - altho he is a white-haired stout man, i can see traces of his once good-looking features on his now-wrinkled face. When he dug into his namecards to hand me one, I saw that he was not only a member of parliament with PAP, but also a big-shot executive with SingTel.

Most imptly, he made me feel realli comfortable and that made me feel realli at ease abt having him solemnize our marriage.

When he went thru the procedure with me, he kept mentioning the words "hubby" and "man and wife". It is a little strange for me at this point but I must admit the fact that I am going to be married is slowly sinking in now.. but it is still strange! :S

But well, that is probably the least of my concerns for now. I realli need to finalize a few things and enlist the help of my biological sister and the sista - the best friend sort. :p

and before that happens - which i kno will turn out great in the capable hands of those 2.. want to say THANK YOU in advance! :)

For a change, i thot i'd blog abt something nice today.

As many would have known by now, the bf and i will be getting legally married this coming sep 14.. on the lunar calendar's Mooncake Festival.

and i have heard this following question once too many - How do you know he is THE ONE?

1st of all, i dare say that we know each other inside out. we can literally finish up each other's sentences and predict the reaction of one another upon hearing some things. and the best part of this is that, we also totally understand why each of us say or do some things.

Example 1:
me - "ya, i don't like to put tattoos on prominient/flashy places."
him - "cuz she thinks that's too loud and she prefers to show it only when appropriate."

*BINGO!*

Example 2:
me - "i would nv quit my job not securing another one 1st."
him - "cuz if she starts to laze ard at home, she might nv be able to get her butt to move again."

*BINGO!*

but well.. some of you might now be thinking.. but these are such trivial stuff.. is that enough for you to decide that he's THE ONE?

of cuz not. trivial as they may be.. they are crucial in keeping the relationship stable and healthy.

but also.. more importantly.. i believe in my 2 mottos in relationship:
1. When 2 persons are together, they should make each other better persons.
2. Love conquers all.

I know the 2nd one sounds so cliche but i truly believe in it. if there is love, anything can be overcomed.

and as for the 1st motto.. it took me years to understand and when i fianlly did, i religiously swore by it.

he has, indeed, made me a better, better person.

i have turned from a perpetual bitter person, to a consciously happy person.

i have changed from a childish girl, to an understanding girlfriend.

i have learnt to truly forgive and forget.. without any excess baggage.

and to be able to become the person i am today.. it took us many years, many quarrels and many tears. and throughout all these time.. he never gave up on me.

and that, is why i kno he is THE ONE.

he teaches me but listens to me as well.

he restricts my splurging habits but spoils me rotten with little pleasures.

he knows what all the things i dislike and never repeats his mistakes twice.

above all.. he treats me with equal respect and importance as himself, if not more.

how much more can i ask from a man? aside from loving me for who i am, which is the most fundamental basis of a relationship, i cannot be more grateful that he is my mentor, best friend, soulmate and lover all at once. I look forward to placing more labels on him such as husband, father and the love of my life.

I am as contented as I can ever be and I can firmly tell everyone that, he is THE ONE for me.

:)

Hilarious!

I nv thot I wud put up such a disgusting face on my blog but THIS I realli gotta share!

I was reading http://xxvsdy.blogspot.com and came across this.. it is too darn hilarious! (This is not plagarism but better to state source, eh? and because of this plagarism episode.. i am suddenly proud of myself that i am absolutely capable of writing my own posts without stealing from anyone! who wud have known that readers wud actually take this for granted and that writers shud now feel that it is an esteemed virtue on to blogosphere to be writing ur own, original posts! wat a joke!!)

A little game of Spot-The-Difference!
I cannot imagine ANYONE photoshopping their pictures to make their own breasts look bigger! *ROFL!*

even for me, someone who edits pictures using paintbrush (cannot afford photoshop la!) to superimpose myself with some famous person like Brad Pitt, this is insane! my paintbrush-editted pictures are purely for comic-relief.. meant to look fake just to earn some smiles from my friends - my sister would rem some of the funniest pictures i created with Edison and Jay Chou! but with the MONKEY.. her pictures are meant to deceive.. tsk tsk tsk..

unabashedly.. i admit to be one of the most vain person ard. i alwaes put on my make-up in the most immaculate manner. but it has NEVER EVER crossed my mind to do such a thing to mislead ppl! (and look how weird she's made her fren's arm look by enlarging her own breasts!)

and most imptly, i am totally contented and happy with how i look. i may lament abt my humble boobs, round hips, dark eye rings and wat not.. but i wud nv, in my life, do a thing to permanantly change anything abt them.

seriously MONKEY, u r definitely deluded and slightly deranged. stop ur monkey acts and see a vet, pls. you are definitely sick in the membrane!

*puke* DY *puke*

As XX very openly announces on her latest blog entry, i must say that i feel the same for her.

the DY saga just never ends! more entertainment drama for readers like me!

this is the real expose and it is UN-BE-LIEV-ABLE! - even tho i am sure all fellow DY haters have long suspected this side of her.

and this further reinforces my mentality towards entertainment news - there won't be smoke if there is not fire. *winks*

I love the powerful statement the writer wrote at the end of the blog. and i share her sentiments exactly.

I am going to be digging for them, one-by-one, until the the day you apologize, and DISAPPEAR FOREVER from the limelight you never deserved.

I couldn't agree more. THE TIME HAS FINALLY COME!

i cannot begin to tell u how bad my day has been.

1st, the monster makes me cry (yet again) in the office. that's ok. maybe i'll be fine after i get used to his sneaky ways.

and then i fell down in the middle of raffles place. on all fours. grazed both my knees and elbows and one of the elbows is gushing with blood. :(

before i fell, i had gone to the dessert stall at The Arcade and bought, 3 tang-yuan soup, 3 barley with ginko nut, 3 longan with almond jelly and 3 white fungus with dates.

after the fall, i was left with 3 tang-yuan soup, 1 barley with gingko nut, 3 longan with almond jelly and 2 white fungus with dates.

i had spilled 2 barley with gingko nut and 1 white fungus with dates.

and i earned myself a very awkward position in the middle of raffles place. my elbows and knees hurt. i had to pick myself up and clean up the mess i made in the middle of raffles city. the plastic bags holding the containers broke. i had to pick them up one by one and carry them back like a balancing act. if u are too lazy to count, that is balancing 9 containers with 2 injured arms back to office! on top of which, i had my handphone and wallet with me.. so with all these in my poor 2 hands, i also had to grab the broken plastic bags, dripping with barley with gingko buts and white fungus with dates, and toss them into the nearby bin.

nope. no one offered help. in the busy raffles place bustling with people and life. NO ONE OFFERED HELP.

i felt so pitiful of myself, i almost cried there and then. (but then again, it cud be becuz the monster triggered my tear ducts today. they jus kept coming.)

so ya. this is the one of the worst days of my life this year. :(

it feels like as tho the Gods are warning me that there will be more coming my way.

now i'm preggers, now i'm not!

oops. sorry for the lack of updates. it's just that my life has been such a bliss lately that there is realli nothing for me to rant abt. as is the purpose of this blog. :p

but well.. today i am going to write abt something close to the heart. LITERALLY close to the heart..! my breasts!

before you break out in laughing fits, lemme tell u y i am writing abt my humble assets.

as most girls would understand, during that time of the month, or rather, slightly before that time of the month known as PMS, some of us will have headaches, backaches, mood swings and constant cravings. and for me, i get the most horrible sore breasts. they hurt so much that sometimes i try to walk as gently as i can. yes they hurt even as i walk!

so wat happened was, last week during my PMS period.. i had the worst sore breasts. they hurt like a bitc*, i swear! but then i started to count the days on my calendar.. not right leh.. they are not supposed to hurt until 2 weeks from now! (yes, i count every single day of my cycle.. they have been very very accurate so far!) but well, i thot.. maybe it's just come early this month.. let's wait and see.

but no. it did not go away. it hurt more the next day. and even more the next day. and the next day of the next day of the next day, i awoke in the middle of the night startled by the pain. it was unbearable. i stayed awake the whole night thinking, wat was wrong with them? why are they hurting so much and for so long? i dun remember them ever staying so sore for so long. then i started to count the days on my calender again..

uh oh.

could i be... preggers???

and from that day on.. i lived everyday thinking that i might be preggers. when i walked, i walked slowly. when i was hungry, i ate immediately. when i had a craving, i made sure i took care of it. when i reached for something cold to drink, i reminded myself that i cudn't. i spoke to my colleagues with kids and subtlely probed abt the early days of their pregnancy. i even decided to wait until i missed my next period before i would get it checked.

i lived like that for a week. and last night, i felt the soreness in my breasts change into something else. it became a dull, throbbing pain. nothing like the kind of soreness i experienced before.

i started to have second thots abt being preggers. wat if i wasn't preggers.. wat it my humble assets were sick? :(

i made an appointment with the doctor 1st thing this morning and when i saw the doctor at lunch time, she asked me many questions, touched and probed my assets and finally said, "You have dense breasts."

WHAT THE HELL IS DENSE BREASTS??? Small breasts i kno. Flat chest i kno. but dense breasts??? WTH?!

the sweet doctor went on to explain that breasts are made of fats and body fluid. and apparently i have little fats and more fluid. (yes, i know there were not much fats in them long ago.) and the reason why it hurts now is because there is simply too much fluid in them and they are unable to drain away. hence, is causing the discomfort. this is also one of the PMS symptoms called water rentention. apparently i have it more serious than others.

the doctor then offered to either gimme painkillers or medication to expedite the draining.. but on the other hand, it wud go away with time, in a matter of weeks. so i decided to do it the au naturale way. i didn't want to be the 1st person to take painkillers cuz of sore breasts!

well.. now that i kno i am not preggers nor is there anything wrong with my humble assets, i feel much better. altho i do not mind being preggers tho. *motherly instincts kicking in once again!*

and this.. is the story of my sore breasts. i wonder if ppl got MCs for sore breasts? *Kekeke!*

New Office MONSTER!

I realised it's been some time since I've met an office monster. 自闭症 is NOTHING compared to this new monster!

Monster joined us about a month back as a department director. He is the typical kind of guy who is funny, friendly and approachable when you FIRST meet him. but as u work more and more with him, u wonder to yourself, "how the hell did this guy land himself in the position that he now holds?? he knows shit!"

but as you get to know him EVEN better, u realise he is impossible.. he does not even know how to use POWERPOINT??? and that he's funny cuz he needs to maintain peace with everyone. friendly cuz he needs all the help he can get ard here. approachable cuz he wants u to be approachable to him when he approaches u abt once in every 5 minutes.

seriously, how did he get this job in the first place!

and because he is so incompetent (but no one else knows but U), u end up having to do all of his work and him just giving and giving you more and more work. because, simply, he does not know how to operate his machine, right?

he can't cut and paste reports and consolidate them, cuz "the formats get messed up".

he can't subscribe to his own magazines online cuz "the server is too darn slow".

he can't call and cancel his own appointments cuz "i have called her one time too many".

he can't buy his own mug cuz "there are too many options out there". but remembers to tell u to buy a plain blue one.

so bascially, he can't get anything done on his own. he needs help with EVERYTHING he does.

and at the end of the day, u help him do everything, making sure he gets all that he needs at the deadline stipulated and miss out on your own work and deadline.

he comes to your desk the next morning and slams 2 thick files of namecards beside you.

monster: "when are these going to get filed?"

me: "i didn't realise you needed them urgently since I've already input ALL the data into your outlook contacts. but if u need them filed, i will get it done by Friday."

monster: "no, i have been waiting for them to be filed for over a week now. i want them done tomorrow. shud i talk to A (my boss) abt this or will u just do it?"

me: "talk to A abt what?"

monster: "this! things are not getting done ard here!"

Things are not getting done ard here?? THINGS ARE NOT GETTING DONE ARD HERE?? so what is all those shit work i have been doing for him over the past weeks?!?! have i missed a single deadline? NO! Have i refused any of his work?? NO! Am I his secretary?? NO! I am only standing in for him until he hires one! Even my own boss don't talk to me this way!

me: "it's up to you. talk to him if you want."

it was the most polite thing i managed to say and i almost had to force a smile. except i didn't. i didn't even look at him when i spoke. I WAS FUMING INSIDE!

monster: "ok, i'll do that."

and he walked away.

filing namecards is the least impt thing to do, IMO. it is something i wud do when i am free. apparently some ppl do not think of it that way. it is of utmost importance that namecards be filed EVERYDAY.

maybe i should realli "not get things done" and show him wat "things are not getting done ard here" means.

The Chelsea vs Malaysia match that will change my life!

Hi Kenny,

Well, I am not a soccer fan.. but i do know the players quite well cuz my bf is a big fan of anything remotely related to soccer. So you can imagine most of my weekends are stay-ins with the commentators voices filling every ounce of the living room.

If I wanted to get outside for the night, I would have to pick a place that televises soccer matches, be it EPL or Spanish League.. otherwise my bf would not go out with me..

If i wanted to watch something else besides soccer that night, i would have to watch in the room on the little tv that I have to squint my eyes to see.

If i wanted to go for a short getaway, I have to make sure that the country/hotel i choose shows soccer matches too.. (australia does not televise soccer AT ALL.)

So u see, as a result of this.. my bf and i have not been out of the house, or even the country for a considerable period of time.

If you would be so kind to give me the tickets for the Chelsea match in Malaysia.. it would be a great reason for me to pull him out of the house and on a short trip to KL.. no doubt he will enjoy himself and i will be glad to be doing something diferent for once. (and not to mention some shopping would be great!)

So, what do you say, Kenny? Yes? *please?*

Your very faithful reader,
Kelly

**Post-note**
If you are a reader of Kenny Sia blog, you woudl know what this is about.. otherwise, see here.

And of cuz.. this post was a very weak attempt at trying to get the tix. Kenny did email me to ask if I would go down to KL for the matchif he gave me the tickets.. and of cuz I said "YES"! but i nv heard back from him since. so i guess it's a goner.

and since it is a goner, i am going to come clean abt this entry. Of cuz it is all fake.. everyone knows what a good bf he is! he would not do any of the above to me!

If Kenny reads this again, sorry I didn't mean to lie but I just realli wanted to surprise him with the tickets.. well, no luck i guess..! *frowns*

Blogosphere drama no more.

so sad la... XX decided to close the topic by removing all posts related to the whole DY drama.

i logged on to her website today expecting see some juicy new update on the drama but alas.. i saw this instead.

it realli makes me wonder if the slutch (slut+bitch=newly-invented-word-by*him*) used unscrupulous means to FORCE XX into the action above.. i mean... it seems she is capable of all things impossible, right.. so why not this??

oh well i guess i am jus bored.. been a while since such juicy drama surfaced on the blogosphere.

but i have to maintain my stand tt i am utterly dusgusted with the slutch and truly feel that she is a disgrace to the ppl and especially girls of Singapore. i seriously hope she will close her blog and disappear from the face of the earth.

omg, i feel like puking as i am thinking abt her face/antics and typing these.

so with that, i end this post with a fervent wish for the children/teens of our time to kno that the slutch's lifestyle is NOT a role model and her behaviour should not be condoned.

One DY is oredi an embarrassment.. we seriously do not need another DY ard.

Xiaxue, this time I am with you!

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Well I have to agree with "Dawn Wayang" (rip-off of Dawn Yang's blog), that jus when you thought it was safe on the blogosphere, your past/skeletons in the closet catch up with you! (oooh i love trashy gossips!)

ok here's the story.

XX posted an entry on her TRUE feelings towards DY (well it's not that she was fake abt it before, i guess it's jus weird to be going ard bitching abt someone who has done you zero harm.) and turns out, of cuz.. that XX has the same sentiments as most netizens abt DY's so called "natural beauty". and being XX's style, she goes on to research and talk abt DY's life as a "blogger" and how she is not fit to be one.. and that DY is just an attention-seeking "blogger" and a wannabe-everything. :p

so anywaes, as my gut feeling instructed me, i went back to XX's blog this morning and saw that the post had been removed and replaced with this.

Drama Drama Drama!

i swear it was a goddamn good entry XX wrote! and i was a lil disappointed that i cud not read it again.. but lucky for us - Dawn Wayang: the Dawn Yang blog rip off, replicated the entry here!

So guys, go read and have a good laugh over it!

Well, since XX did say that it has now riled an impending lawsuit.. I am kinda afraid to say anything more BUT i do feel that the fact that DY has slapped XX with a lawsuit implies that she does have skeletons in her closet and she is going all out to keep them hidden!

and come on, the blog post was up for less than 24 hours!! wat is DY doing..? googling her name every 5 minutes to see who's talking abt her on blogosphere??? *faints*

anywaes, i cud go on and on abt this as most kno abt my hatred for DY. but i thot since i have become a happy-person-convert, i shall not try to cause misery to other ppl also. even if they totally deserve it. :p

as my blog title suggests, im with XX on this one! i hope DY will finally realise that this topic abt her is nv going to be over until she comes clean with it. and other haters will go on to generate more "facts" abt her (otherwise known as flaming) just to piss her off and fan her anger. :p

seriously, i wish for her to jus disappear. *poof!* like that. i can't even stomach the sight of her name!

stay tuned for more drama! :D

i took last friday off and had an early headstart to the weekend! but i had so much fun that it passed in a flash!

FRIDAY
the day started with Mindy's housewarming (the very reason my colleagues and i took off from work - so that we cud all escape to Mindy's place!) at Grandeur 8 at AMK Central.




It was a nice and sunny day, perfect for swimming BUT all of us, ladies, either were not in the mood or were in those days of the month. so we skipped it. decided to lounge ard and pig out instead!

Mindy had prepared a healthy and delicious lunch for all of us!



The apparently very famous "Lana Chocolate Cake" that I nv heard abt until recently! I think it is a generation gap thing.. all of them are 70s babies! :p

It was good tho! Similar to the famous "Awfully Chocolate Cake" that are famous with the 80s babies! :p

Jacq brought her "Pig's trotters with vinegar" for us and of cuz, the very pregnant Tricia!
It was delicious!

Apart from the delicious pig trotters that Jacq brought, she also brought her along her giant 2.5yo son, Leroy! (He is BIG for his age!)
He is so cute la!


Leroy is super active! and this was the closest i cud get to a good picture with him! (and without him moving too much!)

Last but not least.. a group photo!

At one point, all of them were puzzled why i was taking so many photos and why i cud not just sit down and have fun.. but thing was.. i was having fun taking photos! :( generation gap la.. 70s babies dun like to take photos i think. :p

and NO... that was hardly the end of my friday! i left in the evening to meet Jos for KTV!


I was one hour late so poor Jos sang by herself in the cold room for an hour.. SORRY, JOS!!

After that, we both went to meet Fiona for the BIG TALK - the one I was talking abt in my previous entry.. mm.. i'll talk abt that in the next post. :)

and after Fiona left, Cheryl, Yvonne and 3sa came to join us.. Jos and I sat thru another dinner with them and headed for our long-awaited SEX AND THE CITY Movie! (Yes, I know I've watched it oredi but I really want to watch it again with them girlies!) :) I realised I still enjoyed the movie second time round and so did the girls! Jos also saw it prior to this and she was so tired that she fell aslp beside me in the theatre. :/

after the movie the 4 of us headed for supper at river valley and i reached home at 5am that day! *yawns*

SATURDAY
*he* booked out on Saturday!! i waited for him to wake from his afternoon nap before i headed over to his place and went to dinner with my family as my bro booked out from camp for the 1st time!

My mom and bro! - was expecting my bro to be a bit more beefy! keke..
Me and *him*! :)))
Did not manage to take a picture of my sis and my future bro-in-law as they got off the plane ONE hour before coming to dinner and so they were late. and when they arrived, we got too engrossed in our conversations that i forgot to snap a pic of them. :p

my sister was very sweet.. she had gone to Nice for a holiday just last week and she bought me and mom (and herself) a Longchamp bag!

i got this in baby pink.. very pretty!
Thanks, sis!! This is like my 1st branded bag!! i wanted to ask u wat else u got for urself that day (i'm sure u did!) but i thot not nice to ask in front of mummy. u better tell me wat else u got! :p

we had dinner at Waraku and the total bill came up to SGD168 for 6 persons.. very affordable!! Must say this is the best experience I have had at Waraku so far.. the previous 2 were HORRIBLE!! or maybe it was simply abt the company i had tht night. :)

after dinner, *him* and i went to watch Angelina Jolie's "Wanted". All i can say is that the trailer is so deceiving!!!! One of the crappiest movie i have ever seen! *slightly irritated!*

SUNDAY
i went for my driving class at 1pm that day and had the biggest headache EVER. the sun was blazing hot that day and even tho i was seated comfortably inside the air-con car, i cud not stop the sun from spilling into the car and the glares pierced my eyes so much that i had a bad bad bad headache half an hour into my class. :(

it was officially the 3rd time i was driving on the public road with my PDL and i'm loving every minute of it! it gives me a certain kind of thrill and i can't wait to get my license! i will be finishing up my stage one this tuesday and i jus have 18 modules more to go until my practical test! i realli hope i will get my license before my bachelorette party (Sep) so i can drive my girls ard on that day! *yippee!!*

So after that i practically lounged away the rest of the sunday with *him*.. grocery shopping, watching tv, talking abt random stuff and went thru some of our ROM preps.. :)

it's coming, it's coming..76 more days!!! :)))))))

Of haircuts and girlfriends.

so i went to cut my hair on tuesday right.. 3sa came along as her hair was itching for a haircut. but as usual.. our stylist has a weird habit of not wanting to cut someone's hair cuz it is "not ready for a haircut so soon". :p i dun think i know another stylist who wud refuse to cut ur hair when u showed up at the salon! but well.. this is y i love him.

so 3sa opted for a hair treatment since she was there anywae.. while she waited for me.

i told my stylist that i was getting ROM-ed in Sep and that he has to come and do my hair for me on that day! but he turned me down saying he is not that well-versed in styling as compared to cutting and re-inventing. hence he referred me to someone else that he knows is good. oh i trust the fella before i kno his name oredi, cuz my stylist trusts him, so i do too! :)

so anywaes, i was sitting there, minding my own business and waiting for my turn for my haircut.. when this sweet looking young girl walked towards me with a file and offered me a manicure.

me: "huh? no no i think u got the wrong person.. i am not doing a manicure.."
girl: "oh this is compliments of *my stylist's name*! he says this is his congrats to you on ur upcoming ROM!"
me: "REALLI? that is so sweet.. thank you! and *my stylist's name* too!

and later my stylist felt bad that theresa sat there and watched me getting pampered.. so he gave her one free manicure too. HAHA. like that also can?!?!

so anywaes, the manicurist then proceeded to show me the nail colours in the file that she was holding.. and i went for something very very loud, IMO.. and 3sa chose the same thing, but hers in green:
hmm.. mine does not look so loud beside 3sa's devilish green nails. in fact the photo does my manicure such injustice! i swear it looks like candy in real.. DELICIOUS nails i have! :P

we had dinner after that and took a cab home.. and cam-whored like mad all the way home!

i deliberately chose the green tinge cuz we are supposed to look scared. 3sa where got look scared, u tell me. she has a skanky look on her face lo! wat's up with that?!??

with this girl we can have fun even doing nothing. :p thank god for the cool girlfriends that i have.. :)

so that was my haircut adventure on tuesday night. looking forward to my colleague, Mindy's, housewarming tmr!! i've taken leave tmr to start my weekend early! :)

and then the big TALK is going to happen tmr night.. will update once i have news!!

come saturday.. *he* will be back from reservist and i will see *him* again! :)))))

i've done the most dangerous thing ever to my hair - according to my stylist.

I'VE CUT A FULL FRINGE!

yes i kno i've had fringe previously but that was not a full fringe.. it was just a play-safe fringe cuz to be honest, the texture of my hair is not quite suitable for fringe. hence my stylist had been reluctant to cut my fringe for YEARS.. and even the last time i told him to cut it, he only allowed a play-safe fringe, not a full one. but i had liked tt play-safe fringe so much the last time so i told him not to worry and go ahead and do a full fringe this time.. i will not hold him responsible for any mishap thereafter! and so.. he did.. and i.. kinda regret now leh. well, all i can say is he sure knows my hair best. :p

try to ignore the heap of mess behind me and concentrate on my fringe, can? :p

well it isn't exactly horrible horrible looking but it isn't great looking either. as a result of my hairstyle move, i now haf to wake up earlier in the morning to "manage" it. that includes blowdrying, crimping, spraying and lots of lots of arranging. *pouts*

and the biggest problem with it is that, my stylist has cut my fringe too thick. i feel like it is sticking out of my forehead due to its volume. :( i need some weight to hold it down!

but oh well.. hair grows so until then.. i will enjoy this full fringe as much as i can.. after all, it is something i haf alwaes wanted anywae..

talk abt making the best out of it.. i've nv agreed more!

*ok i will be very open to comments, so if u think the fringe sucks, tell me!! :p