kellykylie

i am addicted.. and it's realli not good to be this addicted.. to love.

the withdrawal symptoms are far worst than any drugs (not that i have taken any) cuz with drugs, medication can be prescribed to curb the symptoms.. but for my kind of addiction.. i'm afraid nothing in the world can do anything to help.

i dun think i can ever quit for good.. and i dun think i want to. the power of it is simply too strong.. and the goodness of it is too tempting to resist.

i've found that the most effective way to beat those addiction blues, is to keep yourself very busy and have a regular sleeping habit/hours. i normally try to turn in by 10pm on such days as i realised the later i stay up, the harder it is for me to turn in and the more depressed/lonely i get.

so last night, at 10pm sharp, i turned in to bed like a good little girl. and slept soundly like a pig. i was awakened at 1.13am by the loud ringing of my phone. i jolted awake and answered the call.. ecstatic to see that it was the call i had been waiting for. magic words were spoken after the short 10 minute call, i tossed and turned in bed, not able to get back into dreamland. figured i was simply overjoyed and body refused to settle down.

so i went outside to watch channel 8 reruns. it must have been one of the worse shows in the 80s, cuz i enjoy most of the channel 8 drama serials back then and the one i saw last night.. was.. so.. draggy. it reminded of korean drama serials. :p so i switched to channel u.. and they were playing S-Pop Hurray telecasted earlier the same day. surprisingly, it turned out far more interesting than the drama 8 serial. (i am a drama serial person and i wud normally watch any serial out of total boredom.)

the segment where they featured 李伟松 and 李思松 turned out most entertaining. in fact, it was hilarious! they played past performances of them when they just started out. OMG, the dance moves were so gawdy and over!!! even i felt embarrassed for them just watching it at home! but like 权怡凤 said, "要是没这样的过去，就不会有现在的李伟松，李思松。" :)

after that was 陈伟联's segment. it ws nothing spectacular.. his singing is like always.. which mkes watching him a bit boring. plus all the rumours that are going ard.. i am beginning to look at him in a different light now. i can't help it.

the next segment was 林俊杰.. i have never been a fan of his even tho i enjoy his latest album very much. after watching his "live" performance last night.. i was a little moved by his talent and his oh-so-addictive voice. the only word i can use to describe his performace is sleek.. and very 内练 for an artiste so young. 让我从此对他刮目相看！

after S-Pop ended at about 3am, i went back to bed.. didn't sleep until abt 4am! amazingly i managed to get up on time this morning but am having a slight headache now..

but the sleep lost was totally worth it, if u ask me, cuz i got the fix i needed badly for my addiction. :)