kellykylie

been in shitty spirits lately.. and i now confirm that officially, cuz amazingly, i managed to enjoy myself while out with my family yday. mm... it's not that i dun enjoy going out with them. it's just somehow the day alwaes ends in a bad way whenever i see them. it can get pretty intense.

well, either i was in a SUPER DUPER BAD MOOD yday that i actually enjoyed myself in their company, or it realli was hell of a good time (in a long time to come).

my brother is enlisting this coming friday and to be honest, i am a little worried for him. afraid that he can't cope with all the drills, can't adjust to the sleeping pattern, can't make friends.. etc etc. but well.. i think this is a part and parcel of a singaporean guy's life. and a part of me is glad that he is finally going to have a taste of life w/o us to look out for him. and hopefully at the end of it, he will learn to be a bit more appreciative. *sighs*

just found out today that a primary school mate from ions back passed away in Melbourne last saturday. apparently she passed out while she was ice-skating and that was the last time anyone ever saw her again. cause of death is not known at this moment but hey, what's it gonna matter? Nothing.. she's gone and knowing what happened is not going to bring her back..

we have nv been close friends but i rem her as an intelligent and humourous person. she was a responsible class prefect and a matured person for her age.

i hope her family is coping ok and may she rest in peace and watch over all the loved ones she has left behind.

life is indeed short. too short to feel sorry or sad for yourself or anything at all.

i may not be rich, but i have a roof over my head.
i may not haf the perfect body, but i am healthy.
i may not be able to travel the world, but i am perfectly happy where i am with my family with friends.

thank you to whoever up there who has been blessing me with everything i have.

and thank YOU for being a part of my life.