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PJ says - "how have u been? to be honest.. have been beating the bush for so long n no point doing so anymore lah.. keep on asking how have u been, all the best.. hope u doing fine.. but of cos.. i just wanna know are u doing really good.. cos dunno why.. maybe im not in singapore and i dun have much contact with u which makes me worry.. and also.. u should know i still like u alot.. u should know that if i know u broke off with ur x n if im still in singapore.. i would rush over to u and ask for another chance.. know im still in japan for awhile.. but i just wanna know how u feel about me? can tell u one thing for sure.. i left for japan cos i couldnt forget about you.. n even after 5yrs in japan, u are still in my mind.. have no idea why but its in me for so long so why keep inside anymore.. i really like u alot.. 6yrs ago.. yes.. now.. yes.. i do not know what will happen in the future.. no one knows.. do i want to take care of u.. yes.. i do want to take care of you, i wan u to know that theres still someone outside who have been thinking of you.. and im scared of losing you again.. i lost you once.. then i found u in msn, but u left.. then i found u again.. i wouldnt want to lose you again for sure.. ppl might change, me or you might not be the very same person after all.. so what.. all i wanna say is.. if im ever given that chance again.. i do wanna be with u again.

sorry for being straight forward out of sudden.."

DK says - "i thot u were ready to be jus frens. all these years i avoided u cuz i kno u feel this way. i do not want to give u any false hope or indication tt i want to be anything more than a fren. and i think tt after all these years, i need to tell u tt i cannot be more than a fren to u. the fact tt u react the way u did or still do, is a bit frightening for me. i am afraid of u, u kno. u make me uncomfortable. i am sorry for being so straighforward, but since u r ready to come clean, i suppose u r ready for this too. i realli do not want to talk abt this anymore plus i realli haf no energy for such affairs. i haf no choice but not to reply any more of ur msgs cuz there is nothing else to say or explain on my end. i dun think it is healthy for u too. hope u can understand."

PJ says - "oei.. i do understand lah.. but no need to be frightened lah.. just after so long.. i think i didnt explain myself well enuff.. but seriousli after that email.. i dunno why.. im not thinking of anything anymore liao.. sorry for making u feel uncomfortable.. paiseh."

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