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absolutely, absolutely crazy.

i can't think of another word to describe my HK trip. oh wait, maybe insane, madness, incredible will also work. OMG. i jus cannot get over it.

i swear, i wud haf nv imagined my HK trip to turn out this way. i can only say i been blessed. haf been extremely extremely lucky.

before i left for HK, my idea of the trip was, jus to haf fun. fun meaning a lot of shopping, a lot of sightseeing, a lot of clubbing.. and of cuz meeting up with william to see if we actually did haf something brewing between us.

DAY ONE - Rest and Relax
day one after we touched down, we went to cayseway bay for lunch and shopping and dinner. went back early tt night since we all took the morning flight and were feelin tired.

DAY TWO - Moment of Truth
did sparks realli fly between me and william? the answer is no. not that we didn't get along.. we did.. but it was jus the "friends" kinda feeling i had with him. but turns out he had other plans.. i spent a day with him.. he brought me for dim sum at this very awesome restaurant in wan chai (i think). it had good food.. and a very very spectacular view of HK. and there, i ate fish bladder for the first time. soudns gross, right.. but in fact, it tasted quite bland. nothing special. (thankfully.) :p

after that, he took me on a car tour.. from HK island all the way to Sai Kong area. we went to clearwater bay and had some realli nice fresh air. had seafood for dinner and went up the hills at Fei Ngor San to see the HK skyline. unfortunately i ran into the typhoon 8 signal in HK while i was there so it was mostly cloudy, windy and wet. so i didn't get to see the skyline. ended off the day tour with a quick walkthrough in Mongkok.

well i kno all sounds rosy with william tt day but fact is.. he made me real uncomfortable.. he was touchy with me and i cud almost sense lust int he air. Eew. when he sent me home, he asked for a hug (which i felt like i was obliged to give, since he took me out the whole day.. i kno.. stupid to think tt way.) i did, and he moved on to kiss me! i pulled back immediately and gave an awkward smile. it was so not funny. i felt utterly disgusted after tt.

wat did i say, i nv kno how i feel abt someone until i kiss 'em. so now i kno. i do not like william in that way.

he sms-ed to ask for a second date the nex day.. but i told him honestly tt he made me feel uncomfortable and tt was the last i heard of him. Eew. realli eew.

so on the 1st day i was there, des called. asked wat time i reached HK all. we spoke for a while.. talked abt having drinks and maybe dinner. so the 3rd day i was there, we met up. i had talked abt wanting to see his flat.. so he invited me over to his place for dinner. he cooked pasta for us. YES HE COOKED. OMG. i was so surprised tt he did. even tho it's jus pasta.. but still..! yes i was ecstatic tt he cooked for me! but i was more nervous abt seeing him.. alone for the 1st time. felt like a 1st date. which i think it was!

DAY THREE - The 1st time a guy cooks for me!
so we met at 6.30pm.. he came down to the mtr station in wanchai to meet me.. we had dinner at his place.. watched constantine on tv (love tt show!) and talked and talked and talked. i left at 11pm cuz i didn't want to disturb him as he had work the next day. it was nothing too rollercoaster abt tt date.. very nice and relaxed kinda evening. when i reached home, i received his sms to check to see if i got home.. something warm and fuzzy brew inside me. :)

DAY Four - Experience Macau!
nex day i went to macau with my sis and her bf. macau. omg. i dun think i ever wanna go there again. it's jus.. very different from HK. HK is like this big technologically-advanced city with nice and cultured ppl.. but macau.. is jus different. nothing like HK even tho it is only an hour's ferry away. nevertheless, i had my 1st casino experience there.. lost about SGD50. haha. i also had the most amazing dinner there.. crab porridge! i missed it as soon as i finished it!

i was using a HK sim card during my trip.. cuz i thot.. it wud b better since it is prepaid.. (ok, truth is i thot i wud b talking to william a lot.) but i didn't kno the HK sim card wud work all the same when i got into macau.. so i switched back to my SG sim card since it had IDD roaming. when i left macau and got back to HK tt night, i switched my sim card back to the HK one.. and realised tt des has been msging me the whole day! i was quite surprised cuz i realli wasn't expecting to hear from him. the last msg from him was to ask if i was ok, cuz i haven't replied him the entire day. so i quickly replied to say i was using my SG sim card in macau.. felt nice to be missed by des. :)

DAY Five - des, Des, DES!
the nex day, i went shopping in HK with my sis and her bf. we went crazy at H&M. spent like 3 hours there! that night, i was supposed to meet des jus for drinks.. but when i msged him in the afternoon.. he asked if i cud do dinner too. i was more than glad of cuz. so i met him downstairs his hse at wanchai at 8pm.. and we took a cab to central. he suggested dinner at a japanese restaurant there. so we went there.. ordered our food.. and ate.. it was slightly awkward.. cuz i think we cud both feel tt we were nervous at dinner.. but both trying to hide it. haha. but there wasn't any silent moments.. one of us was alwaes talking at some point. we polished up our food pretty quickly too. jus before we were abt to go, i went to the ladies and secretly foot the bill. i thot, since he made me dinner the other day, i shud buy him dinner this round. when i walked back to the table, he was gonna call for the bill when i told him "i've got it". there was shock in his eyes. he started to ramble his "huhs" and "whys" and "whens" and "hows". haha. i jus kept saying, "it's ok, i've got it". and told him he can buy the drinks we have later. he was obviously feeling bad but i cud also sense he was amazed with wat i did. maybe no girl has ever bought him dinner b4?? :p

after dinner, it started to rain again. we walked in the rain under one umbrella.. i was in heels and on the slopes of LKF, i was realli afraid to slip and fall. so i had to grab his arm and walk slowly. he was sweet cuz he walked extremely slowly to make sure i wud not fall.. and watched every step i took to make sure i was fine. *sweet* we reached our 1st pub tt night at this chill out lounge called "The Fong". we got a nice cozy table inside and sipped on our drinks while playing song-guessing games. haha. we spent abt an hour or 2 there before we moved on to our nex pub, a live band pub called "Insomnia". the filippino band in there is amazing! realli good. only thing is.. the pub was filled with filippino prostitutes! i can see all the angmohs in there jus ogling and dying to grope all of them. *yucks* thank god des was with me otherwise i wud realli b freaking out in tt pub.

by the time we were there, we were both quite high from the drinks we had at "The Fong". we sat very close to each other and he had his arms ard me. at that moment, we both knew something was happening between us. when i looked at him, he looked at me the same way.. we stayed close throughout. after 2 sets of the live band, we moved on to our 3rd pub that night. a very very packed and happening club called "Drop". apparently des frequents there since all the bouncers and bartenders knew him when he walked in. we stood close tgt in a corner and nv did he once let go of my hand. i jus realli cudn't believe wat was happening between us. he was saying a lot of things in my ear.. things i nv thot i wud hear from him. but it made me so so happy. by the time we left to go home tt night, we both cud not bear to part from each other! it took a long while before i finally i got into a cab to go home. des called me 3 times when i was in the cab until i reached home.

DAY SIX - 买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西！
on the 6th day i was there, i went out with my sister and her bf, shopping and eating again. :p ah.. holidays. simply the best trend humans ever started! i was living a tai-tai everyday.. yum-cha and shopping all day. :p des was quiet throughout that day. the only thing in my mind was.. he was playing with me. all the things he said the night before.. he nv meant them. the day went by.. and he msged me only around 9pm. to say he was out with his frens.. and later tt night he called me for a short chat.. nothing much.

DAY Seven - HK KTV, BEST!
friday came.. the 7th day i was there. fiona had touched down in HK the day before and so i met up with her tt day. we went out the whole day and arranged to meet up later tt night for clubbing.

before tt, i had dinner at home with my sister, her bf and her bf's family. nice and cosy. after tt i went out with my sis and her bf for KTV with his frens. WA LAO. the ktv in HK is so awesome! nothing like Singapore! 1st of all, their KTVs are spotlessly clean. and each room has their OWN restroom!!! wa lao! super ATAS can! and their sound system, like holding ur own mini concert kind, SUPER CLEAR! and the best of all is, u can choose to sing with the original singer of the duet u choose! so, i choose all the 方力申 duets with stephy and sang them with 方力申! super cool!! i dunno how they program their songs for this but it's reali super cool. if u r a guy and wanna sing it with stephy, u can too!! and and and, their TVs are all PLASMAS!! and it's the BIG kind! *faint* super super cool la!

at abt 1.30am tt day, i went down to meet des and his frens at "Drop" again. fiona came too. it was a bit awkward at 1st.. cuz i dunno wat he was thinking abt us. but later tt night, he explained tt he didn't kno wat to.. cuz he wants to be with me but he can't.. he is working in HK and I am in SG.. so how?

it's like after so long.. we finally caught each other at a good time. 6 years ago when i 1st met him, he was attached.. so nothing happened between us even tho it was obvious we both liked each other. 4 years later when he broke up with his gf, i was attached. he had tried to let me know tt he liked me but there was nothing i cud do, i was attached then. another 2 years later.. i broke up with my bf and he was still single.. so it seemed so natural tt we wud get back in touch and pick things up from where we left off.. not like we started anything to begin with.

but now tt the distance is our issue.. we jus dun realli kno wat to do. one thing for sure, we kno we like each other a lot. but tt's all we are sure abt for now.

tt day, i reached home only at 7am. super shacked. but the long talk with des at his place was worth it. at least now i kno where our r'ship stands. we're jus taking it one step at a time, slow and easy. and i am quite comfortable with tt. :)

DAY EIGHT - 最后的冲刺！
on the 8th day i was in HK, i went out to do all the last minute shopping. had a nice dinner with my sis's bf's family in causeway bay.. and went home early to apck since my flight was early nex morning at 9am. des msged me a lot tt day.. :) the nex morning when i woke at at 5.30 to pack and get ready to leave for the airport, he called me to chat for a while too.. we talked mostly non-impt stuff.. but it felt good to hear his voice.

lucky for me, des will be in town this week. :) he happens to be clearing leave, and coming back to SG to celebrate his birthday this wed. touching down tonight. i think tonight i wun b able to sleep! feeling super excited oredi. he's oredi asked me out to dinner on tuesday and thursday. :)

lastly, wanna apologise to those reading this entry. it is super lovey-dovey, even i can't stand it. but.. i jus need to record it down for my own reference. :p hope all survived. dun ind if no one finished reading it too, i totally understand!

i will be eagerly waiting for my nex entry too. :)