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Sunday, March 28, 2010

I, Robot.

Things haven't been smooth lately:
1. Boss has been PMS-ing at work for more than a month now.
2. I screwed up really bad at work and point no. 1 doesn't help.
3. I am mourning the death of a 14 year-old friendship. (Which still means something to me though things ended really badly. I can't help it, 我是一个很感性的人。)
4. I haven't seen my family for almost a month now, thanks to some inconsiderate human beings who thinks the world revolves around their family only.
5. I feel like I am having a near-30s crisis. I feel a lost of direction and I don't really know where I belong in this world.

The hubby is going away for a week starting tomorrow.. I am dreading and looking forward to it all at the same time. This will intensify my feelings of loneliness lately but will also give me a lot more me-time to do some self-exploration and soul-searching.

And I mean that literally cuz I dunno where my soul's gone to these days. I am like a robot, lifeless and just going about with the daily routines.

And what do you know, robots can't smile. At least this one here can't, I know.