I QUIT!

i can't stop listening to syz's cd. .j was right. it is haunting. it can't stop ringing in my head. wud anyone believe me if i said it was even ringing in my head while i slept? i woke up humming it! *i swear this is true!*

things haf been unbeliveable between my bf and me these days. the wedding bells are not too far away. :)

work's not been so good tho. the biatch has been on my back once again.. jus when i thot i was getting used to her. i guess i can nv get used to her. she is jus too inconsiderate, too unfeeling and definitely too full of herself. it is disgusting when i look at her now. i used to be able to look at her and fake a smile, perhaps even a laugh. all i can do now, is fake a friendly voice, but keeping a straight face. i wonder how long this can last for. it's only a matter of time i go crazy working with her.

today after work, my other boss, zz's bf, had a discussion with the biatch. it was the 1st time they are working tgt on a project. and guess wat, they had an argument on their first ever discussion. i realli wasn't surprised.. after all they are much too similar. too strong-headed and too much ego. but thing is.. the difference between zz's bf and the biatch, is that zz's bf is more humane and has more feeling than she does. and naturally when i heard they had a squibble over work, my heart went out to zz's bf and i took his side naturally. i was actually happy that someone told her off abt her arrogance. funny thing is when she came back to her desk, she complained to me abt wat zz's bf said abt her. i had such a good mind to agree to wat he said abt her. only i didn't haf the guts to. I REALLI WISH I CUD SAY THE SAME THINGS TO HER.

i nv thot things between the biatch and me cud get so bad.. but i truly hate her now. i am quitting my job becuz of her. she makes me feel incompetent and useless and absolutely demoralizing to my morale. i dun haf to put up with her nonsense!

so i am finally gonna go. even tho i realli like my job and want to stay.. but working with her, is jus a NO.

i'm gonna go for a job interview tmr afternoon during lunch. i realli hope it goes well so i can get out of here quickly. only thing is IF things do go well for the interview and i get the job, i dunno how to tell steve. he is my real boss and has been real good to me. sad thing is we dun work with each other directly.. but thru the biatch. tt is wat i really hate.

at least i will feel happy for the next 2 weeks.. cuz i will b going to BKK from Apr 5 to 9! can't wait.. it will be my 1st trip to Thailand and also the 1st time i am travelling with my bf alone. :)

hopefully i will haf good news to share when i am back. otherwise, i will still be actively looking for a job. and if it gets to a point i realli can't take her anymore, i will jus quit and take a part time job 1st before i look for a full time one. yes, i am that desperate.

does anyone haf a job to recommend? :(